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12/2/09 11:20 pm - OH GAWSH

Work and school have definitely made the last few months just fly by, which I really can't complain about, considering I didn't have enough time to hate school or to fret about work. Not to mention, upon realizing that I will be paying the tuition this time for my winter semester, I actually have a clear chance of being able to do that. I will have just enough to pay the $1100 tomorrow, but unfortunately that means walking to work and not eating while I'm there for a week. Christmas shopping will also have to wait until next thursday.

So today was a preferable day, compared to what it should have been, even if I scored a 0 by default on my math quiz. The irony of the entire situation was that I stayed up late into the night studying for my math quiz, and ended up sleeping in through the class this morning anyway. At least I understand it... for the midterm... Still sucks to score a 0 by default, though. But on the bright side, I woke to brilliant sunshine this morning, rather than pre-dawn rain clouds, and got out of bed and into a nice, relaxing morning. I was able to relax a little before catching a bus at 12:45 for work, which resulted in me being away from home for only 10 hours rather than a whopping 14 hours, had i gone to school. Needless to say, that wouldn't have made for an enjoyable day, and I probably wouldn't have been so cheery and cooperative at work (nothing like a little forced upselling to life your spirits[/sarcasm]).

The best part of the day was being able to pick up my camera again and snap a few shots. Lately I'm way too interested in "what i wore today" pictures and sites, and that made up the bulk of my photographs. I do believe most of my future posts will be focused on such uninteresting things as what i wore that day.

Given the fact that it's 11:15pm now, and I did not finish (or even start) the homework i intended to have done by noon today, it's time to get to work. So long journal, for who knows how many days, weeks, or months.

9/12/09 10:44 pm - unsatisfied


It's only been a week, but i'm already beginning to feel so unsatisfied with everything.  I dearly hope it doesn't spiral out of control like last fall.  So far, so good. 

The main problem is time management.  I almost have too much time on my hands, yet the way everything has been scheduled, I have absolutely no time to do anything.  This shouldn't even be possible!  Example:  on wednesday, i must wake up at 6:00, get ready for school, and leave at 7:15.  Walking there is about a half hour, so i have 15 minutes before class to just chill or do the homework that i obviously could care less for the night before.  At 9:40, i get off of school, and walk home right away, since i have no reason to linger.  I'm home by 10:15, I take a shower, 10:45, watch some tv before my hair dries, 11:15, do my hair and makeup, 11:45.  It's the perfect time to go out and do something, but because i have to be at work at 4:15 (which requires me leaving the house at 3:15) I'm stuck at home.  I work until 10:15, then take the bus, which drops me off at home a little after 11:30.  I would love to be able to hang out at school or the mall before going to work, but 5 and a half hours at either place is a little much.  I guess it's not as bad as it could be, but it's really exhausting.  I'd love to get everything all done in one go, then have time either before or after to relax. 

The second problem is that my social life is restricted to the times that i'm out, which only really includes work and soccer (i'm so over meeting new people all the time in school, so that one doesn't count).  It's hard, not getting out and having fun. 

The third problem, which actually could qualify as the biggest come a few weeks into the routine, is being at home all the fricking time.  I hate it here.  I hate being around family.  My head will explode. 

The fourth problem.  Damnit.  I want to be 19.  NOW.  :)



Now here are the reasons why i will survive this semester:

1.  Ipod touch third generation comes out on tuesday.  My ipod is broken, therefore I have a reason to buy a new one.  I really hated that old ipod...*shudders*...i hated it real' bad.
2.  October 16 is my driver's test.  If i pass, that will bring back about 80% of lost happiness.  Having a car for a full month means no walking to and from school and work, which means more time and less colds.  Not to mention, if i need out of the house (which i will), i can easily go wherever the hell i want to go.
3.  November 20 is the day i can legally enter a bar and drink.  Meaning i can hang out with friends again!
4.  The semester must end at some point, which is a big ol' happy.  It means that i can have my hopes up on a whistler trip all semester long :)




Maybe i'm just bugging out because of the heat, but i'm just totally grumpy today. 

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Current Location: my bed
Current Music: No Brains - Sum 41
Current Mood: grumpy

9/6/09 09:11 pm - choked on life


Summer vacations are like relationships.  Before you even come close to it, you light up at the mere thought of it.  A big ol' crush, is what it is.  Then finally it comes around, and everything is excellent for the first couple of months.  It's so amazing and motivating, and wonderful to just bask in - you never want to waste a single moment.  Then comes the last month.  Things start to slow down, less effort is expended, and you know the end is near.  After a good season of sunshine, the rain comes, just in time for school to start again.  You realize it's over, and the depressing part begins. 






It was such an awesome summer...
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Current Location: my (since been rearanged) room
Current Mood: grateful

5/26/09 09:22 pm - The family does not impress me, once again


Oh, rant.

My dad and sister got home tonight from her awards show.  They took some pictures, once again, on my camera... on my memory card.  So in total, 5 of the 100 some odd pictures on the disk are mine.  But my dad hands me the camera tonight and says "can you upload these to the computer?"  For some reason that really annoyed me.  I've only used my camera once.  They've taken it without permission, dropped it on the ground, taken it again, and filled up my memory card with endless amounts of pointless, repetetive photos.  Now they call me selfish for not uploading it to the computer for them.  "Do something for someone else for once in your life," they say.  Well then do something for someone else in your life too: stop being a douche all the time.

 

And to top the evening off.  My sister borrowed a pair of heels from me tonight.  She got them out of the closet, where I last placed them after cleaning my room (for the sole purpose of pleasing my parents).  My father regularly throws a hissy fit about my room being a mess, constantly expressing how he doesn't understand why I can't keep it clean.  He argues that the rest of the family never gets their clothes because I never sort it out for them from the baskets that he throws only ever into my room.  I got sick of having that job, so I stopped doing anything about it.  But I did clean my room earlier today (after a blissful morning of kicking around a soccer ball, blasting music, and best of all, being home alone - GAH, I love summer vacay), which is why I'm so biffed about such a small simple thing as having a sibling throw the junk they borrowed from you onto your floor.  If my room is going to stay clean, people in this house are going to have to stop being assholes and putting things away when they borrow stuff from me.  Actually, change of mind.  Nobody borrows anything from me now on.  I'm dunzo with this.

5/26/09 05:57 pm - Just another day


I realize that I've only been using livejournal lately for the soul purpose of ranting about topics I'm too timid to mention to friends and/or alleviating dreadful symptoms of "the bored".  

Today I want to update on several things that have happened in life since I last posted (a real post).  Also, I don't work today or having anything better to do, so why not?

I'll start with the top of my mind.

OMGZ I GOT A CAMERA.
A real DSLR.  It's a Pentax K-m/K2000.  It put me down 650 bucks (my parents paid the last $150), but it is a beauty.  Unfortunately, there have been some ownership problems.  I managed to get out in the garden to take some "let's see what this does" shots the first day of having the camera, but haven't had the time to take much else because of work and other activities.  Just a couple of days ago, I got off work to learn that the family had taken my camera out without permission("mine" because I have majority rule over it, according to the payments).  The first thing they inform me of was how they dropped the camera while getting out of the car.  They laughed; I did not.  While on their walk around a waterfall park (right next to the river...yeah... after not being able to hold on to it simply by opening a car door) they managed to snap over a hundred pictures.  The memory card in the camera is my own.  I use it in my little blue digital camera for my purposes only.  Now I've got all their jokesy myspace pictures in the middle of the woods taking over it's 2GB.  I would be far too embarassed to put it back into my blue camera before uploading them for fear of someone wanting to check out the pics I've taken.  "Wow, you must really love your family...do you have any friends?  Any?  At all?"  The worst part was the picture depicting my mother and father looking out to the trails.  That picture meant one thing to me.  The camera was in the sister's paws.  It pissed me off, because I should be the one giving her permission to use it, not the parents.  This is one of those things that I put the money into, so I want to make sure it is safe.  Sister's are not safe.  She did not put a cent into that camera, so why should she care if it gets broken?  I was not pleased, to say the least.  They currently have that camera in their posession once more, at the sister's award ceremony.  But before this paragraph can turn into another silly little rant, I will end by saying, I will have that camera back.  That camera will be mine again.

*a short washroom break will occur now*

Yeah, actually, I don't have much more to say.
(lie: I have loads more to spill about, but I'm really lazy right now, and the only cure is some good tv)

So will sign off now on that happy note...or mildly experimental, exaggeratedly excited to exaggeratedly posessive note. 
Laterz.
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5/11/09 05:34 pm - Writer's Block: When I Grow Up

Do you ever do anything now that you swore you would never do when you were younger? What is it?


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I said I'd never ever eat a McDonalds hamburger.  I still haven't, so I guess this doesn't exactly count.

I said I would never...
...wear a skirt
...get married and move away from my parents (neither have happened yet, but if I move out tomorrow it wouldn't be soon enough)
...drink coffee and actually like it (I was so convinced on that one - if it weren't for working at starbucks, I'm sure it would still stand)
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4/25/09 08:03 pm

Gaaaaaawsh, I'm so terribly sleepy.  Having to wake up early never ceases to suck.

After taking a quick visit into Vancouver today with a friend, I realize that it's super uncomfortable wandering that area.  In fact, it's a bit scary sometimes.  I won't elaborate for fear of sounding like a complete whimp, but I think I'll keep downtown shopping oppurtunities to a minimum from now on.  Unfortunately suburbs are my bubble, and I kind of really like it that way, actually. 

I found some really fabulous socks, though.

And although I'm super spent, I really want to get out again.  Perhaps go see a movie.  Damn, I wish I knew more people around here.

I went jogging last night.  I made the stupid mistake of attempting to jog up 'The Hill'.  To put it in other words, I can barely walk today.  Ow.

And my parents cut down two more trees.  There should be a law against this sort of thing.  Yeah, sure there were raccoons getting onto the roof, but that just means you cut off a few branches here and there to terminate the tree-to-roof accessibility.  At least there was a reason to cut down those trees.  The backyard one was purely spontaneous and idiotic.  I still haven't gotten an answer to why they would cut it down.  I'm just waiting for the dead days of summer... the heat will completely dry up the lawn and kill all there precious flowers and crops.  Sorry ma and pa, but you've just grown yourselves a desert by cutting down that beautiful, big tree. 

I want to get out.
But, dear god, am I tired.

I bought Blink - 182's self titled CD yesterday, and made it all the way home only to rip off the packaging -then- read the label that read "edited version".  I haven't even played it yet, but I can't return it because the packaging has been ripped off.  I came out of this experience with two lessons:
1.  Never rip off the packaging, no matter how excited you are.  Make sure it comes off in a way that it can be slipped right back on if necessary. 
2.  Make sure to check for any signs of the CD being clean/edited before buying.  In other words, look for a parental advisory label or "(edited version)" written on the sticker on the top of the jewel case. 
Current Music: Lithium - Nirvana
Current Mood: exhausted

4/23/09 11:14 pm

Damnit.  I'm so biffed about being a november baby. 
I wish I wasn't so whimpy... I'd totally get a fake ID otherwise.  Not to be able to buy alcohol or drink in clubs and bars... but to be fricking included.  Two groups I can't hang out with tonight because I'm too young.  One group is just my two best friends.  Why do they always want to go to the bar?  I don't see much of them anymore because of this.  And I really need someone to hang out with tonight - I'm almost in tears, which is a really stupid thing for me to cry over, I know.  I need younger friends.  I need more friends.  Gah.  I wish it wasn't weird to walk alone around the neighbourhood at 11pm.  Uuuuugh.  I never thought I'd hate this age so bad.  I never get out at night anymore, though.  This is so lame.  I don't even want to drink.  I've never even been drunk in my life.  I just want to be able to hang out. 

4/17/09 09:05 pm - What do boys, pms and friends all have in common?


Maaaaaaaaaan, I love music. 
I came here to write up a nice long rant, but then I spent a few minutes just messing around on my laptop and listening to music, and I've just completely chillaxed.  ...or maybe I'm just on the happy end of pms mood swings :D  Either way, I can now approach this rant with less bias and more consideration.  Perhaps I will number them...organization is a happy too.

1.  The biggy in question here is rather simple: boys.  I love to hang out and joke around with them - they're so much more fun than girls.  I've spent this year so far hanging out with more boys than girls, and I get along with them So Much Better.  I love to be their friend.  What bothers me terribly is when they only talk to me because they're attracted to me.  I don't want to fricking date.  I'm not looking for romance in guys.  I drop hints to the ones who show interest in me, but I can't bring myself to be blunt and straightforward with them because I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings :/  Damnit, I wish I could be mean.  So, of course, hanging out with them as friends is actually "leading them on" 'cause y'know, that's what all those *so no interested* hints were for.  I just want friendship.  Why is it always relationship or bust?  It's getting to the point where I seriously don't want to deal with it anymore.  It's actually stressing me out and pissing me off.  If I were a tad bit more childish, I'd be having tantrums at this point.  I'm not trying to sound all "Oooooh, all the boys flock to my awsome presence" because I'm completely not sexy, attractive, or any of that stuff.  To be honest, I have no idea why there are so many of them this past year...
UGH.  Why must boys be so dense in the head?  I just want this to stop.  I just want one boy to be interested in me... one that I'm interested in back preferably, haha, but that's probably pushing it.

I used to always pull the "uh, I can't actually make that date tonight..." thing in high school, or just complete avoidance.  Now that I'm graduated, it feels much too immature of a stunt to pull anymore.  But it was so easy and didn't fail to deliver the message.  So now I'm trying to be more mature and stop turning guys down all the time.  The unfortunate thing is that it makes them believe you're more interested in them.  I would have the "just friends" talk with the latest boys, but I haven't even known them that long!  Isn't that the kind of talk you save for the guys you've been friends with for awhile?  Or am I just weird to think that way...

Anyway, I should drop the subject.  I know this is all infuriating whining, because it's my fault and if it truly is a problem, I should be blunt and tell them how I really feel.  I feel so ready to say it, but I hate to be hated... ugh, and I hate that.

2.  Yesterday I researched cramps on google and a medical site came up (duh) that I clicked on.  Turns out the intensity my cramp pain reaches doesn't actually happen in everyone... Here I truly thought I was just overreacting.  I thought I was weak and pathetic to be so worn out from the pain, when all of my friends and family take their cramps so lightly.  "Every girl goes through cramps" my parents always told me.  It was so hard to understand how people actually got out into daily life, did exams, essays, sports, cleaning, jogging, work... Yeah, so vomiting from the pain doesn't happen to everyone afterall.  The pain in general doesn't happen to everyone.  "Just over 50% of women get cramps."  Are you joking me?  "1 in 7 of those woman experience intenser levels of pain."  Okay...at least I know i'm not overreacting, at least.  But what to do about the pain?  I hate waking up those mornings where I literally crawl out of bed and into the bathroom, where I can lay on the cool tiles and feel less nauseous, while I man up and live the pain for half an hour, before it can begin to subside to mellower 30 second intervals.  And, as a bonus, a toilet is always conveniently place in a bathroom, so there's something to vomit into if the pain gets bad enough.

3.  Friends.  Gah.  I just want to say how irritating it is when mutual friends talk to you about how they're going to hang out with other mutual friends.  Then sometimes, late in the night, they follow up by telling you about how much fun they had with your mutual friends.  It's like "oh okay...I'm not at all fed up with your assiness."

I think that's enough for the night.
Current Music: The Beath Goes On - Ima Robot
Current Mood: PtotheMS

2/9/09 10:34 pm - Not another movie night. gah.




Damnit.

I hate movies.

Who really enjoys sitting and staring at a screen for 2 hours?  Honestly...

Okay, actually, major hypocrite moment on the rise here.  I know...I sit infront of my laptop for hours on end reading ljsecrets...

But let me explain!

When you're out with friends, you're meant to catch up, move around, and have fun.  When you're all alone, what the hell else are you supposed to do?  (pretending homework, chores, and messy rooms do not exist)  Anyway, computers are a little bit more productive than movies... at least you can expend some creativity onto your computer while you're sitting and staring at it.  That, or seep in other's creativity.  You can chat with friends, or get some work done as well.  Movies... well, you can gawk at Jake Gyllenhaal, but otherwise, there's nothing much else to do.

I just.can't.stand.them.

"we'll watch movies like old times!"
umm...movies are "every time", actually...
old times were video games, nirvana, and insane truth and dare segments.  God, those days were awsome!


But back to the movies...
I'd seriously rather go jogging than watch a movie on wednesday night.  Except, it may be the last time I see my dear friend before she leaves on friday for three months.  I would not pass up that night even if it's going to be a "movie night."

UHMYHGOD.  I whine waaay to much on here.  I wish I had someone to vent to in real life about such ridiculous things.  NOT TO MENTION, my big ass secret, that's not really that big, but I've been keeping it inside for so long(4 years almost), and lately it's be building up furiously and I think I might erupt.  Just need to spill it out sometime, then figure out a way to mend it up or, better yet, confront it.

1/23/09 10:38 pm - Writer's Block: DIY

MacGyver, hero of the tv show with the same name, is known for his resourceful use of ordinary household items to get out of an emergency situation. What's the most ingenious solution you've ever come up with in a pinch?


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I'm just one more toilet fixer.  The chain that was linked to the flusher broke.  I ran upstairs, grabbed one of those metal snap-together bracelets, took off the snapper, and attached the broken chain peices in the toilet together.  It worked, and is still that way today.  No one in this house knows the better, not that it's a big deal or anything, haha.

One time I used a metal ruler to break into my house...

Damn.  There's been so many incidences where I've broken something and had to fix it in a weird, sneaky way.  I just can't think of -anything- right now.  I had one more thing, but it left my mind about a minute and a half ago. 
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1/17/09 01:09 am - Writer's Block: Clothing Options

When it comes to clothes, would you rather be comfortable or fashionable?


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If I have time - fashionable
If it's earlier than 10am - comfortable

mostly I mix.  I mean, jeans and tees are comfortable, but they can be fashionable at the same time - if you pair them with good shoes, hair, and jewelery. 

Also, it really all depends on what is "fashionable" to you.
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1/6/09 12:18 am - Writer's Block: Prepared Answer

What is the one question you've always wanted someone to ask you?


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"What are you thinking about?"

People rarely -ever- ask that question, even though it's a perfect conversation starter... if you want the conversation to go anywhere.

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1/5/09 12:24 am - 365 things to do

I expect this will be the longest effing post I will ever make.

Here's the deal: this is a list of 365 things I will accomplish each day this year, in no particular order. 
Obviously it won't start with 365 things, since my brain can't conjure up that much in one go.
But I just need a place of organization.
Here we goooo...

-write up a list of 10 new year's resolutions
-do 20 situps
-try a new food
-find a new restaraunt (next time for dinner, go there)
-write a letter
-do 20 pushups
-learn a new guitar chord
-grafitti someone's wall
-buy a necklace from Camelot
-go to downtown vancouver
10
-paint another drawer
-call a friend
-write a postcard to postsecret
-rid myself of a peice of clutter
-go jogging
-write a letter (#2)
-listen to an old cd
-write on an old friend's wall
-take photos with the old camera
-feed ducks
20
-start reading a new book
-start reading an old, favourite book
-organize book collection
-read postsecret book
-clean desk
-clean dresser
-fold and organize clothes in dresser and closet
-make a hearty breakfast
-make a comic book character

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1/4/09 11:59 pm - Broke.


Damnit.
The day has come.
I'm usually very good with my money, but this whole "paying for the suckiest days of my life" thing is kind of wiping me clean.  I spent about $400 on college books last semester, and, even without a job, I lasted the entire semester with money on hand.  Then after a few birthdays and the christmas season, I have $150 left in my bank.  That will pay for all of...one book, this semester.  I did get a job one week before christmas.  I have about $90 in a check that I should deposit as soon as possible, so that will pay for one more book.  I'm really desperately hoping that my last paycheck will show up in my bank account before tuesday, or else...  well... I'll have to hope that my teachers don't depend on those things so much in the first week.  In high school it would have worked. 
But after this, spending is going to be banished for a good month at least.

There is one thing that might save me though.  I have $500 from a scholarship to education thing, so maybe, by some sweet chance, I will be able to use it for books like it said it could be used for.  It hasn't worked for several of my friends, but they go to different schools.  Now, if only I could figure out what all that jibberish in it is supposed to mean so I can validate it or whatever.

I suppose it's a good thing I'll be at school and working.  My social life will reach absolute zero again, so I'll have no need to spend money, except for on lunch at work.
So...wooh?

Ugh.  Summer cannot come soon enough.  Yay freedom!
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Current Music: Hyper-Insomnia-Para-Condriod - Sum 41
Current Mood: stressed

1/3/09 01:39 am - Writer's Block: From A to Z

Using one word for each letter of the alphabet, make a list of the words you most associate with yourself or that you feel best describe you.

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Accident prone
Bizarre
Creative
Drifter
Escapist
Foot in mouth
Green
Hopeful
Irritable
Jealous
Kitschy
Loser
Modest
Neon
Omnivore
Paranoid
Quiet
Ridiculous
Spontaneous
Tongue tied
Unusual
Vivacious
Worrisome
Xeric (NOT)
Youthful
Zoned out

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1/2/09 01:02 pm - Junkmail

Today my mother brought in the mail.  She flipped through every peice, and then called up to me, "Emma, you've got mail." 
I ran downstairs, super delighted.  Turns out there were four peices of mail addressed to me, which made up the majority of what came today.  That was definitely a new experience.  One was junkmail from MAC.  One was "the collector cards [I] requested" ... what?  The last two were pamphlets from my college and school district - I won't bother going through those though :P
So basically... Now I'm old enough for junkmail, woot.

12/28/08 01:26 am - Writer's Block: Easy Like Sunday Morning

Ah, Sunday, the day of rest. What's your favorite way to spend a Sunday morning?


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Sunday.  Day of rest. 
What a joke.

It used to be, and still should be the day of soccer for me.  But, *gasp* suddenly it started raining in Vancouver!  Now they have to be very careful and cancel a game if there happened to be any precipitation that weekend.  This whole raining thing apparently only started about 2 years ago, because no matter how hard it was pouring down before, we'd still be out there.

Then, if it's not soccer, it's work, which I actually don't mind, because I'm so used to being prepared to do something on sundays. 

And in any case, it's the homework/study day for those of us in school.

Honestly, none of these really appeal to me for sunday mornings.  If I had my way, I'd sleep through noon.
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12/23/08 10:42 am - Writer's Block: Top 10

It's the time of year for "10 Best" lists. What's on your personal 10 Best—events, movies, music, anything—list for 2008?


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Anything...

1.  At the Drive-In.  Yes, I know they called it quits many years back, but I discovered them this year and *drool* they are so amazing.  I had to add them here... because they are -the best-.
2.  Summer.  I've had a series of crappy summers all throughout high school, but this graduation summer was all good.
3.  Snowfall.  I don't believe I can recall a time of so much snow while living in the house I live in now.  And even before that, there was only one snowfall in Vancouver that could match up to the one we had...and are still having.  I think I might love snow again, now that I know that it really can be powdery and soft.
4.  Theatre Movie.  Dark Knight.  Second people in line...four hours...12:15am first showing... so great.
5.  Geography class.  That was exactly the class you wanted to end your last days of high school with.
6.  Hoodies.  Uhmygaawd.  I don't know what they did to those hoodies at Off The Wall, but they are so incredibly comfy, and I never want to take them off.
7.  Clothing.  I haven't seen so many clothes that I've just adored looking at for a long time now.  2008 really came out with some eye catching designs.
8.  Grad (aka Prom).  It was held on the last day of school, so while my friends and I were out getting ready and riding around in a limo, all those freshman, sophmores, and juniors were still dragging on with that last day of school.  I think the idea of that was more enjoyable than the actual event, but it was still pretty good.
9.  Photo Design Program.  Corel PhotoImpact X3.
10.  iPod.  You gotta admit, that iPod touch is pretty effing cool.
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12/23/08 12:13 am


$!*#&%^$@)*)(!)!!
I absolutely haaaaate it when my ipod gets mysteriously turned on throughout the day.
It's the nastiest surprise when you turn it on and realize that the battery that was, just last night, full, is now nearly empty.

In happier news I've completed the christmas shopping... except for some boxes of chocoloate for fun... and I've seeked out all the items I will purchase come boxing day (not that I have many monehs in my bank account left for that...).  I think all I really need are those beeyootiful silver paintsplatted hight tops at Sterling... mmm...

And there's so much snow :O
I have never seen so much at one time...in many years...or, in other words, in the memory I have left of my childhood.  But still, a white christmas?  That's ververy exciting.  It never really snows in December, so this is BIG.  On the downside, it's frigging cold.  I've never really experienced temperatures below -5 celcius in my regular living environment.  It's effing cold.  I can't imagine how people live in -30 celcius weather.  It's...wow...I don't know.

And some girl issues to end with.
My cramps are getting so bad, that I think I really need to get on the pill.  Yesterday morning I got up, headed down the stairs, and just ended not even halfway down.  My legs were so shaky I nearly collapsed because of the pain.  I had to have my parents rush my water and aspirin, and after three aspirin and two sip of water, I threw up!  The pain was so bad I actually vomited.  Yeah...so the aspirin came back up, and if I wasn't crying bad enough before, I was now, haha!  God.  I'm so happy I didn't have to work yesterday... or do anything.  I can't even imagine...

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